I have been MIA for most of this month. I haven’t been on Twitter, Facebook, or my YouTube channel much. I sort of went through a depression based on some news that I got hit with. I got busy, lazy, and careless, so then when it happened I was so upset with myself and scared of the future, depression weighed me down. It was something I didn’t want to happen again in my life, but because of my own choices and no one else’s, it happened.
It was only recently that I have now got off my butt and told myself, “that is enough.” I need to get back to what I want to do and accept what happened and what is to come. I’m not alone in this. I have my husband to help me, my child too, and my family.
Another thing that was on my mind during this time was if I’ll ever get my copyright back on Charms. I know it can take up to three month for it to process but mine isn’t even being processed yet. Everything is done and paid for, but the copyright office hasn’t even touched it yet. This process is causing my worry to rise every day, wondering if I can publish this year. God, I just want to publish this year, that’s all. I tried to distract myself from it by writing in the second book, but I can’t focus yet until I know they are working on it. I have been told that I didn’t need the copyright, but I’m already this far and I don’t want to publish without.
Thanks for reading.